Ready to let it go?

Remember the old Nestea commercial where the people took the Nestea plunge? Well I am ready to take a plunge of my own. Ready to spread my arms wide, close my eyes, feel the wind rushing past my face as I lean over the crevasse of the future...ready to let something big go.

I have decided that it is time to let events that happened in the Fall of 07 go. I am ready to move forward and put it behind me. I am ready to declare the BF "all right" and move on. I realize by doing this it puts responsibility on him to continue to do well and take proper care of himself. Will he? Who freakin knows. I quit trying to anticipate his next move a while ago. I think he will. He has all the tools to succeed in his sobriety and sanity. Most importantly I hope he will continue on the right path. Because when we quit hoping, we have nothing. So yeah Seth! Good job, keep it up. God knows it takes alot of gumption to watch discovery channel and smoke all day haha