SHEW!

Since my last post things have been on an upswing. After deciding to let things of the past go things have been much better with me. I don't seem to be so brooding, fault finding, whiny ,etc. Dr. Phil says that we must learn from the past but we must strive to make the future better. Otherwise we are backwards living people. I have learned much from his book "self matters". I view my better half in a more positive light and am not afraid to expect him to act like an adult. I am doing better in relations with my fam and ex-husbands also. It is like a weight has been lifted. For real. So yeah, I have had a pretty good week.

In other news, the twins were down for their spring break. I got to spend alot of time with them this visit and delight in getting to know them more and more. They are bright, funny, and thoughtful girls. And they fit in very well with the fam their dad and I have got going on. I look forward to spending more time with them this summer. But between running around with them, working on vehicles, chasing after baby, and everything else, I am worn out! We even went to have family pics taken, a first for me. It was really nice and I can't wait to see how they turned out.

My oldest son is starting to come out of his shell. This pleases me very much. He has always been so backwards and introverted it has worried me. But he is getting a little outgoing and spent alot of time playing with the twins this week. I guess there is hope for him yet. Can't reall imagine a child of mine being a wallflower!

Life is Beautiful.